gf is cute, patches is all grown up and still very cute, and bf is in state of indecisiveness. one day he’ll snap out of it. living in your mind is hard

-s

what the fuck are you living in your mind for? stupid

-c

i’m slowly driving myself crazy

spider solitaire: hard level, won two games today (did not restart them either, to my recollection)

blogs i read: dog blogs, female blogs, blogs about relationships :p, funny blogs, celebrity blogs – slightly trashy

light hearted stuffs just to entertain myself

sigh. haha at least i got a couple good things out of it

its kind of embarrassing.   after twenty I think you really start to evaluate your direction in life.  You start becoming more conscious of people saying  they don’t like getting older.  on the plus side, people feel like they can trust you just a little bit more, but i think that is a little bit of a double edged sword.  My parents I can sense are starting to get more scared when they realize that I am trying to move forward with my relationship with sameep my boyfriend and I am trying to make it a little bit more serious, which is also pretty scary

its almost june and almost our birthday month :)

for some reason the older/wiser I get the more difficult it seems to communicate with people in my past who I had okay relationships with when we were both stupider and younger.  It is not really a bitter thing because we replace old relationships with new ones all the time

patches is over 13 months :) and about 22 pounds.  I kind of miss her when she was young and stupidly cute.  the upside is i guess that we understand each other a lot better than before

sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep :)

merry xmas and happy new year!

my patches girl so crazy she is really big now

gf not write blog post bf complain tetetetetetetete gf cute